Happy May!! Is it just me, or is 2007 flying in?? Well, i phoned my hospital yesterday to find out how far i am up the waiting list, and the doctors secretary told me I'll be waiting till at least September. SEPTEMBER!! i cant believe it!! I've already been on the waiting list for ages. I was so upset yesterday, but CD managed to calm me down as usual. He's just as impatient as i am about this, but the way he sees it, it give me a few more months to loose some of the weight the doctor said to loose (hasn't been going too well so far). My weight is something that really gets to me. I know that by loosing it, i should have a better chance of getting pregnant, but i have zero will power!! Sad, i know, and I'm not making excuses, but i find it really hard!! I am also a comfort eater, which is not good at the minute, as Ive needed a lot of comforting!! Anyway, I'll be trying to loose a good bit of weight over the summer, and hopefully will be in a better position to start any treatment i may need.
On a happier note, i might be getting a new pup!! I already have 2 girls, a Scottish Terrier, Ziggy and a lab/doberman cross, Poppy, but there may be a new addition!! A few months ago, i joined a Scottie rescue charity in my area, and i got an e-mail from one of the volunteers yesterday. A couple of months ago they found a puppy farm somewhere in the south, and re homing all Scotties they found there has wiped out her potential adopters list. That where i come in - they have a 3.5 year old Scottie male, that need a home, and asked of i would be interested, and i said yes!! I love Scotties - i think they have the funniest personality!! they r so grumpy, but cute at the same time, and the most loyal dogs you could find. Also i read somewhere that they like to be kept in packs, now i don't know about a pack, but i think i could manage 2!! So, I'm just waiting for a home check to be carried out, and we'll see what happens. I'll keep you posted!!

its all about me

I have thought about starting a blog for a while now. The one thing that has kept me back is that I am still waiting for a referral from my hospital for gynecology, so i was worried that i wouldn't have much to write. I have found that is not the case. What with my whole circle of friends either parents or expecting in the last 18 months,(and no, this is not a exaggeration.) I feel like i cant talk to them about this. And if I hear 'Don't worry about it, i don't know why you want a baby anyway' one more time ..... well u know the rest.
We are still TTC, as i was told by the doctor to keep trying, you never know ....... yeah right. I'm not complaining about the trying part anyway. Fun Fun Fun.
I was told i had PCOS about 6 months ago. I have a had suspicions about it for a couple of years, since i have nearly all the symptoms of it. Unfortunately, i'm a 'bury my head in the sand' person, and only recently got the balls to actually go to the doctor about it.
As well as this being an infertility blog, it will be a dieting one too. I know the symptoms of PCOS can decrease when weight is lost, and i have a whole lot of weight to lose. So any hint or tips are much appreciated.